will he...

always asking myself...
will he understand and feel that, how much i miss him?
he nvr ask, i miss him not?
he nvr ask, will i miss him?
and he nvr tell me and mention any word also...
he nvr say, I MISS YOU
he nvr say, I LIKE YOU
he nvr say, I LOVE YOU
none one of them he ever say to me...

yea. many things he did and done have prove so much things...
but something he reawi so cold...
cold till i feel nothing, reawi nothing...
then will start moody again... again and again...

i always feel wanna ask him...
will he understand i miss him?
will he feel that i need his hug sometimes?
will he know that i dun even dare to ask more than anything...
but just a chat wiv him...? just lyke we do now...
i dun dare to ask for more... at least, be de way same as we are now...
i know its impossible... but at least, try my best?

Most of the time, a word frm him...
make me feel so good...
make me feel so comfortable..
make me feel so secure...

And i know... mostly he wun understand...
he have his own life...
he has his own way he wan to be...
he has his own thing to do..
he has his own dream to go to...

But, dar...
sometimes some words reawi important than none of it...
i miss you

when just an accidentally...

Accidentally meet u up...
Accidentally leave the way to contact each other...
Accidentally more than just a simple MSN...
Accidentally more we reawi meet up in real...
Accidentally we are just more than accidentally....

We start MSN+ing everyday... hardly mostly everyday...
You just everyday in my MSN chatting tab...
Even till now, u still de one... ^^*
Firstly i still tot its just nothing... just as normal...
but slowly... i feel dat i knot miss you for one day...
I can feel you everyware ard me... yet u're so far away from me now...
I start missing u every moment... think of you every minutes...
I dunno why... u just make me...
Make Me Wanna Love Again...
thnx Dar ^^

Thou i'm so angry of you. Coz u nvr say anything abt it.
Sometimes feel so down, thinking izit i'm alone? am i xtra?
Am i just ur replacement in ur loneliness...
But i know sometimes i just too EMO... but will be ok.
Coz u understand when i'm in EMO. a word frm u, make me out frm EMO...

I dunno how long will it last...
But i'm reawi happy when wiv you...
I feel secure. secure much much....
Always keep u in my mind... make me feel so good...
Something in de memories... wad u did and wad u done...
Prove so much things...
Just wish u will be beside me... so near so near...
So i can feel you...
Tht i can feel ur breathe, ur heartbeat...
I miss you.... Reawi miss you badly, dar...

who is de CB gal tht step on my laptop?!!!

yesterday(21.03.2008) working as full shift. waking up at ard 7am reach working at 9am, work till almost midnight then just go back home...
after work still go McDonald wiv Irene.
then reach home, direct on my laptop... then saw something different on de display...
at de first tot, still wondering whose de one dat change my wallpaper...
something lyke butterfly? leaf? spider web???
then... @#!$%& CCB. my screen split jor.
who is dat CB gal tht step on my laptop and let it become lyke this...
reawi TMD CB ... very angry! very de sad!
grrrr....

Lyke You'll Nvr See Me Again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish wad we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not reawi guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like, this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhh

How many really know what love is?
No you never know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only know another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again (can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me (see wad don't really know)
Touch me like this is the last time (see everyday we never know)
Promise that you'll love me (I want you to promise me)
Love me like you'll never see me again (like you'll never see me again)

Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh